QueenFlamewing

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QueenFlamewing

May 25, 2010

DAV7...what's different?

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_{January 9, 2017: I know I've been quite inactive. So much horribleness occurred in my life since my last entry.

I lost everything...home, car, my rendering computer...my baby sister. 😢 Losing her really destroyed me. She was all the family I had left. Hell, after her death...it even felt like every friend abandoned me.

I had devoted my life to taking care of my family that now when I need employment, no one will even give me a chance.

So my life hasn't been enjoyable at all...still isn't.
But I want it known I haven't abandoned my art here. And whenever, if ever, I can get back on my feet...emotionally & financially...I'll be back if I haven't completely lost my muse.

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_{Yep...still pretty active here. So if you really want to follow me, this is mainly where you'll find me Erica West

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Lost and Found Dragon
His wings were not working like they used to in days of old,
Slowly, inexorably, he was sinking towards the waters of the dark abyss below.
Once long ago he was described by one who knew him as a black swan, powerful in flight but silent in soul,
but no more, different dreams and perceptions made him an outcast among his own kind.
Ridicule from those not gifted with his sight were the first cuts to his soul,
silence and withdrawal were his response.
Then the one whom he thought could love him turned out to be like all the others,
Unprovoked attacks left him bewildered, confused, ever more lonely and hurt.
Caring and devotion were repaid with second place status,
How dare he take up her precious time, she had so many more important things to deal with ... than him.
Still, responsibilities, obligations, promises kept him until the dark abyss grew too close.
He would have stayed but he needed something to hold onto, no matter how small ... but there was nothing.
Now not even a welcoming s}}

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_{"Fill your bowl to the brim
and it will spill.
Keep sharpening your knife
and it will blunt.
Chase after money and security
and your heart will never unclench.
Care about people's approval
and you will be their prisoner.

Do your work, then step back.
The only path to serenity."
~Tao te Ching-9}

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QueenFlamewing

Feb 7, 2010

^_^

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_{wipes brow Almost forgot, but thankfully I saved my deviant sub for 3 more months. I'm still a Farmville prisoner lol...but the interest is slowly waning because there is only so much ya can do to a farm.

And spill it, who has the new Final Fantasy 13 already? So...what's it like? <nudge-nudge> That is such a GORGEOUS game & definitely on my wishlist (as well as a PS3 lol)I think out of all the games I've ever seen, this one has the best graphics & CG content ever. And once I get my hands on it, I'll be able to enjoy those HD graphics since I finally upgraded my television to HD lol

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Lost and Found Dragon
His wings were not working like they used to in days of old,
Slowly, inexorably, he was sinking towards the waters of the dark abyss below.
Once long ago he was described by one who knew him as a black swan, powerful in flight but silent in soul,
but no more, different dreams and perceptions made him an outcast among his own kind.
Ridicule from those not gifted with his sight were the first cuts to his soul,
silence and withdrawal were his response.
Then the one whom he thought could love him turned out to be like all the others,
Unprovoked attacks left him bewildered, confused, ever more lonely and hurt.
Caring and devotion were repaid with second place status,
How dare he take up her precious time, she had so many more important things to deal with ... than him.
Still, responsibilities, obligations, promises kept him until the dark abyss grew too close.
He would have stayed but he needed something to hold onto, no matter how small ... but there was nothing.
Now not even a welcoming s}}

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QueenFlamewing

Sep 12, 2009

Inspiration

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Yeppers

_{Where does my inspiration come from some may ask? Well, mostly music. When Arannana's images come to me, it's probably due to this song: I don't wanna Stop-Ozzy Ozbourne www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yt_Bu1… The first time I heard it, all I could see was Arannana in my mind
When Metallica's Welcome Home www.youtube.com/watch?v=WElvEZ… plays, Ryldirihc comes to mind.

But normally just random songs on the radio will evoke the imagery in my mind, like little music videos involving my characters. These two songs always bring out Arannana and Ryldirihc each time I hear them.

Sometimes, random insignificant events, like seeing a pair of birds chase each other around a tree, will also whirl up some sort of imagery.

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_{Well...here's my new addiction www.pogo.com/profiles/Flamewin…

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Lost and Found Dragon
His wings were not working like they used to in days of old,
Slowly, inexorably, he was sinking towards the waters of the dark abyss below.
Once long ago he was described by one who knew him as a black swan, powerful in flight but silent in soul,
but no more, different dreams and perceptions made him an outcast among his own kind.
Ridicule from those not gifted with his sight were the first cuts to his soul,
silence and withdrawal were his response.
Then the one whom he thought could love him turned out to be like all the others,
Unprovoked attacks left him bewildered, confused, ever more lonely and hurt.
Caring and devotion were repaid with second place status,
How dare he take up her precious time, she had so many more important things to deal with ... than him.
Still, responsibilities, obligations, promises kept him until the dark abyss grew too close.
He would have stayed but he needed something to hold onto, no matter how small ... but there was nothing.
Now not even a welcoming s}}

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QueenFlamewing

Aug 4, 2009

Computer Wooo hooo

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It's so cute!

_{The new computer is here & it's so adorable looking. Nice large screen and the tower is a mini. I didn't think I would like the white casing...but with the soft alien green light, it's cute.
Now just have to bump up memory, make sure the Nvidia card is a decent gc, and reinstall everything and I'll be back to rendering. And OMG...this screen, the clarity is awesome.}

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_{Well...I really have to cut back on my online activities.  Something is wrong with my computer as it will completely black out on me, forcing me to manually shut it down.  So even though I was saving up to have a new custom built computer...looks like I have to go and buy a new CPU.  Until then, I'll have to nurse this poor thing with an external fan to keep it cool.  As I do feel some cozy warm air emanating from it now.  (And if I can get the dang BIOS to come up like it's supposed to, I can check how hot it's running, but after several unsuccessful attempts at trying to figure out which is the friggen right key to tap, I give up and concede to a buying a new CPU).
I first thought it was because the computer was throwing a hissy fit because of Poser...as that's when it usually occurred; given the fact that I could render in DS without any problems,  but now it's gotten to the point that just even being online basically doing nothing for a small length of time will cause it to black out.
Just gonna have to get a generic CPU. Gawd and it's gonna have that nasty VISTA on it.  I want my XP!!! Dang Microsoft.  This just pisses me off because I so wanted my custom built one first.  But ah well...such is life.  The custom one will have to wait for a little longer.
Now...it's just backing up.  Oh geesh...that's gonna take forever and with the way this thing is acting...I'll be lucky if it doesn't black out while backing up crucial files.
*stomps feet & bangs head*  Oi...I wish I had like a million dollars...then I can just go and buy everything at one time

Oh well...guess my PS2 will be getting my attention for a while.  It misses me.
Don't worry...I'll be back...when, I don't know.  But as soon as I can, I'll fix this little problem of mine.Well...here's my new addiction www.pogo.com/profiles/Flamewin…

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Lost and Found Dragon
His wings were not working like they used to in days of old,
Slowly, inexorably, he was sinking towards the waters of the dark abyss below.
Once long ago he was described by one who knew him as a black swan, powerful in flight but silent in soul,
but no more, different dreams and perceptions made him an outcast among his own kind.
Ridicule from those not gifted with his sight were the first cuts to his soul,
silence and withdrawal were his response.
Then the one whom he thought could love him turned out to be like all the others,
Unprovoked attacks left him bewildered, confused, ever more lonely and hurt.
Caring and devotion were repaid with second place status,
How dare he take up her precious time, she had so many more important things to deal with ... than him.
Still, responsibilities, obligations, promises kept him until the dark abyss grew too close.
He would have stayed but he needed something to hold onto, no matter how small ... but there was nothing.
Now not even a welcoming s}

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QueenFlamewing

Jun 26, 2009

What a sad, sad week

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_{Well, sort of knew ol' Ed McMahon was going to pass away; and knew Farrah Fawcett would loose her battle at some point in time. It was so sad that Ryan O'Neil didn't get his chance to actually marry her on paper and that her son, Red, wasn't there for the final moments. My heart goes out to her family.

But the shocker was... Michael Jackson. Sure the man was eccentric...and he did look sickly most of the time...but I wasn't expecting to hear of his passing so soon. That was just a complete shock. It was only a few days ago that, after watching ET about Farrah, I had said to my husband how it was odd how MJ disappeared out of the spotlight.

Oh I know that some of you out there weren't really MJ fans; but he was iconic. Despite his bizarre eccentricities, Michael Jackson was a very talented artist.

But geesh, three legacies in one week.}

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_{Nope, not in a slump}

Nope, not at all.  I'm currently working on an image...well it's still in the pre part stage as I'm making a specific texture for the outfit Ryld will be wearing.  The pants were easy as there was no embellishment to put on those, except for a button. I'm working on the vest...then I have a sash/belt, boots & shirt to do. What taking so long is trying to figure out how to place certain embellishments on the vest & sash.

(Eh, what can I say...I like the M4 Pirate outfit because of certain, err...um, attributes it allows to morph in the clothing...just don't want him looking all that piratey.)
And sorry, no..I won't be releasing the texture.  It's all Ryldirihc's

Got to do something special for my little Drow boy.

And in between working on that, I'm writing...hopefully will have the next installment of L'Renor Elemmiire Sapphir' up soon.

Then there's Pogo.

Their Hog Heaven Slots has me wandering in just so I can poke some little piggies.

And this week it's one of the badge challenges.
:shakefish:

lol

So bear with me...something new will appear in my gallery sometime soon.

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eloquent words aren't true.
Wise men don't need to prove their point;
men who need to prove their point aren't wise."
~Tao te Ching-81:1-4}

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January 9, 2017: I know I've been quite inactive. So much horribleness occurred in my life since my last entry. I lost everything...home, car, my rendering computer...my baby sister. 😢 Losing her really destroyed me. She was all the family I had left. Hell, after her death...it even felt like every friend abandoned me. I had devoted my life to taking care of my family that now when I need employment, no one will even give me a chance. So my life hasn't been enjoyable at all...still isn't. But I want it known I haven't abandoned my art here. And whenever, if ever, I can get back on my feet...emotionally & financially...I'll be b

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^_^

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wipes brow Almost forgot, but thankfully I saved my deviant sub for 3 more months. :D I'm still a Farmville prisoner lol...but the interest is slowly waning because there is only so much ya can do to a farm. And spill it, who has the new Final Fantasy 13 already? So...what's it like? :D That is such a GORGEOUS game & definitely on my wishlist (as well as a PS3 lol)I think out of all the games I've ever seen, this one has the best graphics & CG content ever. And once I get my hands on it, I'll be able to enjoy those HD graphics since I finally upgraded my television to HD lol Other News Well...here's my new addiction :ohmygod: Erica West

Inspiration by QueenFlamewing, journal

Inspiration

Sep 12, 2009

Yeppers Where does my inspiration come from some may ask? Well, mostly music. When Arannana's images come to me, it's probably due to this song: I don't wanna Stop-Ozzy Ozbourne http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yt_Bu1r-Ovg The first time I heard it, all I could see was Arannana in my mind :XD: When Metallica's Welcome Home http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WElvEZj0Ltw plays, Ryldirihc comes to mind. But normally just random songs on the radio will evoke the imagery in my mind, like little music videos involving my characters. These two songs always bring out Arannana and Ryldirihc each time I hear them. Sometimes, random insignificant events,

Computer Wooo hooo by QueenFlamewing, journal

Computer Wooo hooo

Aug 4, 2009

It's so cute! :XD: The new computer is here & it's so adorable looking. Nice large screen and the tower is a mini. I didn't think I would like the white casing...but with the soft alien green light, it's cute. Now just have to bump up memory, make sure the Nvidia card is a decent gc, and reinstall everything :faint: and I'll be back to rendering. And OMG...this screen, the clarity is awesome. Other News Well...I really have to cut back on my online activities. Something is wrong with my computer as it will completely black out on me, forcing me to manually shut it down. So even though I was saving up to have a new custom built comput

What a sad, sad week by QueenFlamewing, journal

What a sad, sad week

Jun 26, 2009

New News Well, sort of knew ol' Ed McMahon was going to pass away; and knew Farrah Fawcett would loose her battle at some point in time. It was so sad that Ryan O'Neil didn't get his chance to actually marry her on paper and that her son, Red, wasn't there for the final moments. My heart goes out to her family. But the shocker was... Michael Jackson. Sure the man was eccentric...and he did look sickly most of the time...but I wasn't expecting to hear of his passing so soon. That was just a complete shock. It was only a few days ago that, after watching ET about Farrah, I had said to my husband how it was odd how MJ disappeared out of the